The Body by Stephen King

The most important things are the hardest things to say. Recently in my life I've felt like this. Once I say something that is hard for me to say, my life takes an epic turn for the best and I realize the things I need to change. God is becoming more and more important in my life which I feel is very important. This Sunday I went to church twice which to the me a week ago would have seemed like too much church to handle. My faith has become stronger as well as my patience. Many of my old habits which I thought were very important to have, I've realized are habits that I've made myself and not habits that I've gained through God. Although they're hard to change, God will help me through it. This weekend has been a very eye opening weekend. I've realized that the life I'm in is because of my previous actions and habits that I failed to see are not good actions and habits to have. My pride especially has caused me a lot of problems. I have too much pride for my own good and it's good to have pride but not to the level that I have. It took me a lot to come to terms with this and I'm thankful to God that I've been able to see this. I'm branching out with my faith and for once wanting to grow with it. Only time will tell.